Christmas Eve Musings

The pandemonium of feelings that I am supposed to have right now is all bottled up so tightly deep, deep, down there that I think there must be something seriously wrong with how I process feelings. I should be apprehensive of the future, sad because of failed expectations… scared. doubtful. agitated. Name it. but if there is anything that repression leaves, it would be the searing numbness. I do not exactly know how to describe it but it is there. If there is anything that holidays 2014 gave me, it would be letting go of things, feelings and yes, people, […]

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